So operation sanity is at a stand still. I found a quote by Wayne W. Dyer.
He says ” It has been estimated that the average person has 60,000 seperate thoughts each and every day. The problem with this is that we have the same 60,000 thoughts today that we had yesterday, and we’ll repeat them again tomorrow.”
I realized that all those thoughts pinging through my head are usually about getting out of this rut. I need to do this, I need to conquer this, I want peace and happiness, and I want to laugh. I realize that I need to change those thoughts to state that I am doing such and such, I am conquering this, I feel happy because… I’m laughing.
“Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. “
Albert Einstein
I need to stop thinking and talking and start doing. I know I need to start loving the ride.
I have a second hernia, maybe a Spigelian hernia. I “knew” it was there. When I went for my MRI, they said I had a hernia at my belly button. So of course, that one was repaired. I went along with it, although it seemed like, where my guts where popping out wasn’t matching with said hole. But hey, they saw the umbilical hernia. It should be noted that a Spigelian hernia is hard to see, and I never could get the hernia to pop out in front of my doctor nor the surgeon. So now I need another surgery, another slicing, another scar and screw trying to get motivated to exercise again. I don’t want it to strangulate. Who will do a six pack bionic belly for me?
Took hubby’s truck in for a leak in a hose (I think), and now we are looking at $3200 for repairs with the addition of a fuel injector something or another and a new vacuum hose. Yee Haw!!!
Reagan, who is three, is going back and forth digressing with potty training. The twins are still in diapers and I am so sick of poop!
Rylee has discovered the art of passive aggressiveness. I do believe she gives me the most gray hairs.
All I can do at this moment is pour a glass of wine and truly listen to this fabulous song by Darryl Worley…
Sounds Like Life To Me
